Wao~ Look at the time.. It's 4:31am and I'm typing an entry here =x

Just came back from midnight show actually. I must admit, I'm getting older and no longer have those good energy for midnight shows especially at 1:30am LOL. Felt so half-dead while trying to pull myself to be awake before the movie. Luckily enough, the movie was quite good which made me to be more awake and managed to watch the whole movie (unlike transformer 2 =__=||)
Anyway, this episode has motivated me to read book 7 (yes yes I've bought the book once it's released but still havent flip through it =x) Thanks to those spoilers who had mentioned about 'Who' killed 'who', which made me lose the interest in reading book 6. So screw you guys!! So, pls keep your mouth shut while I start on book 7 ok!

Woo~ I'm having a sleepy head now~~ So~~~ Jya~~~~ Oyasumi Minna~~~

After months of hardwork, Ban Chon has finally gotten ISO Certification =) Dealing with pain-in-the-ass people has really squished all my brain cells out of me for the day.. But good thing is our company successfully gotten it =))) So yayy~

8 of July 2009, the day to remember.. the day to receive shocking news in the morning.. the day that made us shred a tear...

Yanling, be strong and strive through the toughest time of your life. We will always be here for you... Jiayou!!

mm-ha-ha mm-ha-ha~

Omg, I almost forgotten about my journal X___x Back to keep it alive! =D

Okay, what's new...? Let's see...

Firstly, just gotten my exam results. Pretty surprised with the results for few modules like Audio Tech and Video Tech. As I mentioned, I've studied things that I don't even understand, so getting this kind of result is like WooHoo! =x As for that filming proj, better than I expected =) I wonder how they grade us o.o

Secondly, I bought my personal desktop. After weeks of researching (on hardwares), stressing (my brain) and stretching (my pocket x.x) I've finally decided what specs to get.. Though some will say I had overspent, or even waste money getting it. But, I believe I won't regret for at least years.. IT stuff is always advancing, and what I've got is almost mid-high-end.. Moreover, I don't wanna rely too much on my laptop =) So whatever ok.. lalala~

Next, went to cycle at East Coast with BiTC gang (Sok Ee, Ivy, Fubao, Robin and Aaron). It's been almost a year since I met them.. So much to catch up and update on ^^ Oh! and met the lost-touch-sec-peep, Ronald Tan.. Didn't meet him at all for 2 years! X__x Anyway, good luck to the guys who are in NS and gonna ORD in 6 to a year time..

Lastly, good luck to Lim Kun Han! Who had just stepped into NS (which is known as Hell to him) See! I'm so good to type yours in 1 paragraph lol!

ROFL~

Never felt this drained before.. Though I've finished the pile of works on hand, Dad gonna train me in becoming a QS by learning how to do tender. After hours of looking and measuring of roads and drains on drawings, my vision has gone blurred and third eyelid has appeared Z___z Once in the car, he said to me "if you want to take over the whole system, you need to be trained as a QS so that can tender projects" At the moment, I was like "I never thought of taking over the company. I'm still coping with my studies and I'm just glad that I'd struggled through first sem and that's all" @__@ Oh well, let's just see how the it turns out after I graduate =)

Been feeling unwell and irritated for the past few weeks. Even lost the feel of playing games.. What's happening to the gamer?? No idea... Never felt this sian before.. zzzzzz

Oh lastly, good luck to those who just started their part-time studies! I know you can do it.. If I can struggle thru, I don't see why you can't.. Jiayou!!

Wazzzzzzzzzzzup peeps!

I can officially announce that my first year first sem is over! Written papers and the f-up project finally over!!! Never felt so relieved after months. Overall the papers were quite alright and able to do majority of the questions. I think this is the first time I'm so slack over papers. Firstly, I didn't study 'that' much, just stick to the guidelines only. Next, although I started revision about 1 week before my papers, however, nothing goes into my brain for the first 5 days =X. Lastly, I didn't double check once I finished my papers! Why? Well, just say that I need pee after my first paper and I'm hungry after my second paper. So ta-da~ I'm the first in my class to walk out of the examination hall xD

ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD..... YES! THAT F-KING PROJECT FINALLY ENDED!! OMG I COULD FEEL THE THRILLLLLLLLLLL~
No more face-to-face with peeps that I don't wanna face! lalalala~! Gosh I just recalled that how fake am I in front of few of them during the shooting. I can't imagine that just nuts and peanuts matter can have conflicts till like this. This kind of people how to go out work in the society? Tsk tsk tsk.. Conclusion is don't go to class so early and mix with people who are same as early as you. Furthermore, don't group with early birds or strangers too! LOL! Else in future if you are late for just 1 meeting, you will get shoot with emails =D Oh lastly, don't give real email address if possible LOL! Else every morning you will receive at least 3 emails regarding the project. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!

Alrighty, time to continue to do my work.. Back to just-working-life-Jac~

Nothing much to blog actually, but just to update some of you that MY EXAM IS OVER!! YOHOHOHOHOHOHO~!
Left that filming project to go before I can officially announce that I managed to survive through Sem 1 =)

That's all peeps~ Back to work yo~~ じゃ～

YoHoHoHo!! Assignments madness finally over!!!! Thank god that I'd managed to complete all on time and even before expected dates. This coming friday is the last day of school and then exam next X__x I have no idea how the hell I gonna start my revision. Totally catch no ball for the whole semester =X Anyway! I'm feeling so relieved that 80% of the things are over now *phew*

Just applied modules that I want to study for next sem. Again, taking 5 modules since I'm left with 1 last UCore to clear then don't have to take any UCore in future! YAHOO! Apparently this course will take up 2.5yrs to complete X__x I always thought 2 years only =/ Bahh what the hell~ I'm just gonna get over whatever shits thats gonna happen before eligible to take that piece of paper..

Oh ya, I've just came back from Genting (which I think nobody knows about it =P) And once again, I went to deposit 800RM (approximately 400SGD) into jackpot machines. All must be thinking "siao ah jac! waste so much money on it" Haha! I couldn't help it ! It's just so addictive =X I couldn't help but wonder, there's only such a slim chance of winning money, but why there are still hundred or even thousands of people loithering in the casino? xD

Literally, people uses the word TGIF with happy and excited tone. However, for me, I'll say it's MGIF (My God It's Friday) Seriously, I hate friday class now. Though I get to meet those girls, I'm just pretty sick of the module (also, will see the BCB.. jeez...) Plus there's morning class and camera + lighting practical test tomorrow. Argh... I'm 50% worried for the test of course, cos previously we did not have much hands-on. Haiz... I think stress has striked on me plus that BCB's email which made the flame in me started burning again. I couldn't sleep well nor eat well since tuesday. haiii...
I couldn't help but sigh... why in this world there are these emo, childish, brainless bitches? or they made themselves to be this way just to get sympathy?

I wish I'm the girl.. singing with Raymond Lam >___<

Work, assignment, work, assignment, work, assignment... The tedious workload have finally get off. Felt so relieved that I couldn't stop smiling for whole morning. Two of my assignments are down and ISO work almost 90% completed. I'd never felt so accomplised before.. But as I flipped through my organiser to look at upcoming schedule, I felt worried again.. Only 1 week of rest before filming test and video tech assignment arrives. And only a day's time to complete 1 more mindmap + 800 words essay before going to Genting as it has to be submitted the day after my return from Genting. Haiz... The upcoming schedule gonna kill me real hard...
I couldn't help but whine... is this my tough, hard life? or bad decision that leads to it?

Too many thoughts and things happened lately. I've actually re-typed this entry for the third time.. Well, first of all is an email which 1 of my team mate has bombed to us. I didn't like the tone and was quite pissed about it. But I managed to get over it by shooting back at her through msn and apologise is all we get after that. It is understandable that she is the middleman of this proj and us. And I do know that she is feeling stress and pressure over the fact that few of us didnt make an effort to do the work. But, let's use another angle to look at the situation, IF I didn't try to commit into the project, why did I still make time to go for the meetings? IF I didn't try to commit, why would I still think of ideas and even draw storyboard?? To sum it up, what's over is over..

Secondly, what striked me to be so disappointed and depressed over this proj is that it is not approved yet. Basically, the middleman for the other proj hasn't give any response to my team mate or the lecturer for this module. So, whatever we've done for the past 2.5 weeks was all shits? During the meeting, I was super pissed that I couldn't even look at her (my team mate who shot the email). Cos I knew that if I really face-to-face and talk to her, my tears will drop. So straight after the class, I just stomped out of the class and ignored her. Once I stepped into the toilet, tears fell like elevator travels from level 10 to 1. It was uncontrollable..

For past few days, even when I went for Suteng's bday party (btw, Happy Birthday Suteng^^), I brought my fake laugh and smile along.. (Sorry about it gers, but I just couldnt bring myself to laugh as happily as last time...) I was unable to catch the jokes the girls were saying. I didn't voice out what happened until Wanrong started talking about her ridiculous crazy officer who has been bullying her at work. We shared the same feelings, 'pissed off but couldn't do anything about it'

This morning, my MTD205 results were released. Pretty surprised with it and she came to msn me about it. I was happily chatting with Jess and other peeps but when it comes to her chat, I just can't bring myself to talk to her like last time. When she raised the matter about the proj, "i don't feel like talking about these at the moment" is all i said after that. Is it me who is trying to make the life difficult? Or is it she who made me to be like this? I always thought to myself, "after all we still have a proj to finish up" but when it comes to her chat, nothing comes out from me.. I really tried to be peace with her, but it is too damn hard.. I couldn't help but wonder, is it really so hard to forgive a person? Or should we just forget about everything just to forgive?

A week ago, during lesson, this fucking lecturer said the first assignment for this module is a hand-drawn mind map and 800 words essay. And he mentioned that there's not a need to write 800 words essay, just mind map will do. Fine, just to be sure again, me and my fren went to ask that lecturer if there's a need to write the 800 words essay after class. Once again, he says no, not necessary. So, me and my fren just yayyy no need to do..
Until last night, my fren asked me again if there's a need to do as her sis is doing it. Then just to make sure, we sms the lecturer. And WTF he replied with "no, it must be a minscommunication. You must do the essay and submit by tomorrow" WTFFFFFFF! FUCKING ASSHOLE CCB ORPISAI AND THROW ALL ON YOU! FUCKING SHIT.. WE ASKED 2 TIMES AND YOU SAY NO NEED. LAST MINUTE STILL CAN SO XIALAN SAY "oh its must be a miscommunication" KANNINACHAOCHEEBYE!!

Luckily, Ghaleon was on last night. Helped me to rephrase some of the things before he went bonka.. And then, i was stuck at 631 words for an hour before I asked Sok Ee for help.. She helped me extend my passage.. Hengggg.. Thanks alot man gl and sok ee.. You saved my life =)

TILL NOW, MY ANGER STILL NOT END YET! SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO PISSSSSSSSSSSSSED OFF BY THAT FUCKING LECTURER.. CCB!!

Had a deepest conversation with one of my closest friend, Mr B. Divulged that he just got hurt by his 'ex-girlfriend' whom must not be named. It sounds like this girl has been treating Mr B as a toy but he couldn't let her go. Moreover the relationship was just a couple weeks old and before that he was a-twenty-years-old-virgin.
I couldn't help but wonder, why are there people who make use of their lovers in this world? For money? For fun? Or just to make themselves look good?

Met up with cousin Bunny last night for dinner and went to T3 for drinks. After that, we went to meet Hz, Yl, St and her bf and hang out at Coffee Club and some beach pub at Pasir Ris. As usual, lame jokes arises when lame`jac is around xD And it's great once in awhile hang out with friends after madness of assignments.

Endured through 16 days of crazy-rush-assignments-maniac, my brain machine has started to breakdown. Somehow, my brain cells got devoured by devils of assignments. Anyway, what made me to blog today is regarding a conversation I just had.
One of my long-lost-sec sch peep just chatted with me and found out that she is going on a bangkok trip this coming thursday. One thing led to another, I checked my good-deed book for this month, which made me volunteered to drive her to the airport since she needs transportation. As our conversation goes on, she knew I'm studying while working and owning a car.
She : "You have a car"
Me : "A car.. So?"
She : "A car is vvvvv what.."
Me : "vvvvv what...?"
I always wondered, what's the big deal of having a car?
Apparently, I need a car for transportation from work to school, and after 2 months of experiencing 'reckless-drivers-on-the-road' and freakishly-costly-petrol, I have to say it's literally tough to be having a car. If the time machine rewinds, I'd choose not to have the car =) Due to some betrayal, my folks knew about the minor accident I got into. Flashback in my mind as I divulged the truth, which made the fear overcome me once again.. *sighed* Ever since that incident happened, the fast and furious jac has became slow and safely..

As for school matters, assignments are finally over. For a particular one module, I had difficulty reading the passage and thanks to Ghaleon, Vic, Sok Ee, Roy and Pingjie, who had helped me understand and simplify the work given, I managed to submit the assignment on time. Thanks again peeps! =)

Sammi~!~!~! =D~~~~~~~

Wazzzzup Peeps!!

Went to Zhen's house yesterday. Quite lost when I was wandering around in TPY until Zhen gave me directions to get to her house xD Anyway was quite paiseh cos I really don't know if I can step into her house and somemore her mama give ang pow to me >__< Xie xie zhen's mama >__< I think this is my first time getting ang pow from friend's parents? Think...so..... Lol.. Then we took some photos before heading down to nearby coffee shop to have my dinner =P Thank you girls for accompanying me to have my dinner xD
After dinner, I had to rush off to class =/ Actually don't feel like going for the night class after hanging around with the girls, but haizzz the sem just started and I've just started to bond with few friends. But still, luckily I went for the class, cos the cheena lecturer started teaching some new binary conversion thing which catches my interest ^^ Instead of those freaking weird waveforms X___x And I managed to get some new contacts =D Yayyy~
One of them was super funny.. Halfway through the lecture, she was like whispering to me "I wonder if we can request for a change of lecturer" I turned to her and laughed "you can't understand what he is talking either?!" LOL.. So basically its not only me who can't catch what that cheena lecturer is talking. Lol!

 

Canto song performed by Sammi with her 同師兄 (劉浩龍) ~~  會過去的